Once upon a time..

I haven't blogged in quite some time...or at least I haven't followed through on posting all of my blogs. I just save a lot of them, cause i'm hesitant to reveal my thoughts. But Sinney inspired me to blog again ((thanks)), so here I go, talking about nothing...I am in LOVE with summer. This is where all the best memories are made, and I can't wait to make them. I thought that going into summer, I was going to be bored out of my mind, and just sitting around the house all day, every day. But surprisingly enough, I've been pretty productive every day (minus today). Well, maybe not productive, but at least out and about. Jessie has officially moved to Loveland, and it's kinda sad...knowing that I can't just call her up and tell her to meet me halfway from her dads house..I know we'll be talking daily though, probably for hours, due to our 'mobile-to-mobile' dealio. Summer flings are beginning, and Cortney has this guy that she's totally weak in the knees for. They went to the traditional '8th grade dance' together, and now they're basically in deep like with each other. Sometimes i have to make up excuses to get off the phone because her girlyness gets to the sickening point. Example: "o-m-g, so I went to the movies with Kevin last night, and when he picked me up, he totally opened the car door for me and it was so sweet, ((I'm such a girl)), and I got my nails done for the dance, and I really wanna call him, but I already called him once, so would I seem desperate?, blah blah blah" [me]- "I'm going to go...shower..." Yep, that's that. So i spent the day with Jenny T yesterday, and we haven't just hung out just the two of us in a while, so it was cool. Minus the fact that she talked on the phone for 3 hours with this kid Mitch, forcing me to talk to Jordan T, and talk about things you would discuss in health class (yeah, gross, but he doesn't know anything). She warmed up the courage to flip me off for the first time yesterday. So I did it back, which was probably very shocking to her. She's scared to say anything around me, because I'm supposedly "too Holy"...? Yeah, because Jenny B is the new Jesus, right guys? Speaking of Jesus, i like Him a lot. And I'm kinda sad because I left my beloved Bible at The Well, and I need someone to take me back to get it. ((nudge nudge, yes, you with a car)). I really REALLY love Colorado weather. How cool was that when it poured harder than hard, and hailed to the point where it probably dented a few cheap cars? And then all the sudden it was sunny for a quick bit, and then it went back to stormin' again?! c'mon guys, tell me you love it. There's these two baby morning doves in our backyard that must have fallen from a tree or something, and my mom has been making me check up on them ALL day. She calls like, every 10 minutes from work to make sure they're alright in the storm. I am SO glad she didn't have another baby after me. It would be HELL if she did. I didn't shower today....yet. Aren't you proud?! I've watched Team America three times now, and I think I've got the majority of it memorized..which is kinda pathetic. But how can I not when Bethany and I are so obsessed with it?! I love Bethany, she's so amazing. We like to make up substitutes for the F word, so we can be cool when singing the Team America theme song. The other night when we were hanging out, we went to King Soopers at like, 1:00 in the morning to get Zach T. a stuffed pony with a love letter attatched, inside a donut bag. I think everyone should hang out with her every now & then, I promise you won't regret it. I think I'll say a little something about everyone. (well not EVERYONE, but at least the people who take the time to read my blog). Sydney Lopez has way more people that love her than she thinks. I often wonder why I never hung out with her before, seeing how i've been visiting her house for the past 4 years to see her sister. I feel bad because I sometimes hang out with her more than her sister, who is like, one of my best friends. But It gets harder and harder to hang out with Nikki, because she's changing so much, and there's so much that we disagree on. But I find something new every day that Sydney & I have in common. We have almost identical tastes in music, we think a lot alike even though she doesn't know, we dislike cussing to a strong extent, we share a mutual love for Jesus, we're in love with Jen Dodd & Loel Lierman, because we can just hang out with them and gossip the night away, we have a strong liking for Disney movies..There's so much more, but all in all, she is amazing. She doesn't understand why people like me would look up to her, but I think that's just because she's so used to herself that she doesn't recognize how incredible she really is. Philip B. Owen has to be the most remarkable person, ever. Who would've known that after watching "The Prince & Me", that we'd be where we are today?! I never would've guessed, but i am oh so glad. I've never learned so much from anyone, in such a short amount of time, as I have from him.(I don't think that makes sense, but I don't know how else to word it). I really wish he didn't have to leave to Texas in August to go to college. I want to make the last 79 or so days left with him the best that they can be, but that would be a lot easier if work would quit ruling his life. He's helped me more than anyone has ever even attempted, and I hate seeing him stuck in a rut that I'm helpless in, because I would do anything to give him what he's given me. He's always so humble, and willing to listen. He makes me feel like there's actually purpose in my life, and he gives me hope when i need it most. He's been more of a best friend to me than the people that I actually refer to as a best friend. It's even been hard for me to be the slightest bit upset with him, in all this business that's been happening lately. I love him too much to ever be mad at him. I'm in love with his love for Jesus, and I hope I'll be like him someday, in female version. Mindy Martin is soooo soooo sooo soo extraordinary! She's always so cute & bubbly (whatever that means..). I love her to pieces. I remember I was so jealous when I heard that she was Jenny T's mentor...I hope we get to hang out more, because whenever I do, I always have tons of fun...I'm realizing what time it is, and that I have tons of cleaning to do in order to earn money for the best festivity year round, PARKER DAYS! So I must be on my way.